Calling Dilemma...

Alright readers, whoever you may be! I need some advice from you....so, flash back to my sophomore year in college in my single's ward. They call me to be the ward choir director. I cry and say yes I will do it I guess even though I am shocked they would call me to be the ward choir director. Needless to say I faithfully served in my calling until the end of the school year when I moved. It definitely wasn't my favorite calling, and I really hoped I would NEVER have to do it again.....Back to present day.....Casey and I moved into a family ward and one of the counselors was interviewing us one day and asked what callings I had had....I made the mistake of mentioning choir-and after I said that he wouldn't let me tell him any of the other callings I had had...I walked out of that interview just knowing that they were going to ask me to be the choir director. I cried for weeks, was angry for weeks...and I still really hate being the choir director. It makes me dread going to church because I know I will have to have choir practice afterwards...so to all of you trusty readers I ask this question....would it be bad for me to ask to be released? I know I shouldn't be so negative about this calling, but I feel like it is kind of hindering my spiritual side of life...any suggestions?