Over it....

I don't mean to be negative, but I feel like venting, so if you don't want to read my negative post you don't have to :) I am SO over Spring Break. I know that's ridiculous, and I am thankful to have a break from school, but I hate sitting around all day with nothing to do. I wake up in the morning, do a little bit of homework (I know, who does homework over break?), and watch Greys Anatomy. I don't really have much to do around here. Casey is at work all day long, so I am just by myself with nothing to do. I so don't do well when I have no structure in my life. I start to get cabin fever and it's just not good. I have only ONE more week of school. I'm excited, but kind of nervous at the same time cause that means I am done and I have to start teaching...eek ! I don't know if I am ready for that yet! I just hope i'm not a horrible teacher haha! We are also in the process of trying to find somewhere to live when we move in May. We thought we had a good place picked out in Kaysville, but we prayed about it and fasted and turns out it isn't the right place for us. It's hard for me to not really know where I am headed. I am such a planner and like life to go the way I want it to, so when Heavenly Father decides to humble me and make me sit up and pay attention I tend to go a little nuts. Hopefully one of these days I will stop throwing tantrums and just accept His plan for me instead of being upset that life isn't going according to MY plan (I know, like my plan would ever be better than His!) I just feel so negative lately and I am sick of it! Being cooped up all day really isn't good for me...it gives me too much time to think and it gets me depressed. Well, I will stop complaining now. Hopefully my next post will be a little bit more chipper :)