The end of summer already!?

Really? Summer is coming to an end already? I know I shouldn't be complaining because most people (including my husband & students) have been in school this whole week, but I am really not ready for summer to be over! It's kind of a weird sensation for me because I am usually SO excited to get back in to the school thing...i'm not this year. Here are a few reasons why:

• I actually enjoyed the pool this summer and don't really want that to end.
• I HATE BEING COLD...so i'm not ready for it to get cold.
• Being lazy is over...the summer is the one time of year I allow myself to sit around and be disgustingly lazy...once school starts my over-achieving side comes back and I am exhausted and busy ALL the time!
• HONESTLY....I'm TERRIFIED for student teaching...What if I am a horrible teacher? What if my students hate me!? What if I realize I don't like teaching anymore? It's pretty much the fear of the unknown that is killing me. I was pretty good at being a student, so i'm afraid that I won't be a good teacher. We will see I guess.
• I won't get to see my husband like EVER. He will be at work all day & I will be at school all day...then he has class & homework...and I will be writing lesson plans and trying to sleep when I can...basically I feel like I might never see him this semester.
• I have to grow up...no more being the care free college student... I will actually have to get a real job after I graduate!
• I'm also quite depressed because we aren't in Logan anymore...I am going to miss the football games SO much. I can't even describe how much my football loving heart is hurting right now. :( AND we don't have TV, so I can't watch any on TV either....what am I gonna do!?

I know... i'm a negative Nancy. I really think getting back in to school will be good for me cause I have honestly been kinda negative and depressed as of late...